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[25 Apr 2007|01:31pm] |
one year since ive posted on LJ, dont know why i am now but i thought i would.
2 months 7 days till our 2 year anniversary.
<3 that is all.
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[16 Apr 2006|07:58pm] |
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do you remember this? I miss this.
Life is funny how quickly it changes.
I havent heard this in forever. but the second I did,
it was like a rush of memories hitting me all at once.
wow.
"Thoughts Before Me" - Amber Pacific
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
It's starting to get old
That story yet untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Done with writing empty letters
Is there no other way?
Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We can't take back what's done
But we can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
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[16 Dec 2005|03:57pm] |
this is what a perfect christmas looks like:
I <3 me and megan when were young
we are the cutest twins ever
p.s. i miss this christmas. just like that. they were perfect
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[23 Nov 2005|08:15pm] |
sometimes its good to remember about all the firefighters who saved people on 911. and all the soldiers who are out their everyday fighting for us.
343 firefighters gave their lives that day.
over 2000 soldiers have given their lives up in iraq.
these people are heroes. they should be remembered. always. not just sometimes or when 9/11 rolls around and then you remember.
just think about the soldiers who are STILL in iraq. i just think sometimes its nice to remember what is still really going on. and to think of them and be thankful for all those people. people who are at war right now, while everybody is spending thanksgiving with their families...
just something to think about.
- Hannah
Yellow Card- Believe
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Be strong. Believe.
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
(Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who perished on this site one year ago, and also those who came to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us make sense of our despair)
Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change or two right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
(The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here)
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[27 Sep 2005|10:27am] |
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i think its REALLY funny (only maybe the opposite of funny), how when a guy breaks up with you and tells you its because hes too busy for a gf and not to think of him as the bad guy, because he still really cares about you, but then gets a new girlfriend and really broke up with you for her, yeah i think thats pretty funny. ya know how that whole thing seems to work out.
well go him! he tricked me! ya know, asking me back out and then breaking up with me again. then hearing all sorts of rumors from this person who heard it from this person and believing them. youd think hed know better. this is antioch. anyways i almost gave up the one person who has treated me better than anyone. i almost gave that up for being treated like shit. i cant wait till oct 19. it will be nice for someone to ACTUALLY SHOW that they care about me. i still cant believe i was almost stupid enough to give that up. Jonathan is pretty much the best thing that has happened to me in a long long time. i was only fooled into thinking my past was better than my present
oct 19 i cant wait
FRIDAY EITHER! MY SISTER COMES HOME!!!
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[14 Sep 2005|12:31pm] |
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I know I never write in here but I had to write all this down to maybe feel better. I had a really traumatic night last night. Me and Lisa had just gotten out of school and we met up with our friends Brian, Carlos and Rob, who we hang out with pretty much every night. Some girl named Alicia who we didnt know with them, she was driving. Well we were following them to go hang out and we left onto the highway 4 bypass from Brentwood LMC. Alicia was driving heckof crazy smashing down the road.Eventually a car got inbetween us and we were like what the heck are they doing. So we call Brian and we are like, what is going on, e can't follow you if you are going so fast. He starts to reply and just stops in the middle of his sentence. We then hear a huge screech and all of a sudden screaming and omg's are coming from the phone. We start freakin and we are like what the heck. So we drive for like 2 more seconds and we see a bunch of cars pulled over. We thought maybe they had just pulled over because someone else has crashed or something. So Lisa and me pull over and then I get out of the car. I run over to the scene and we see their car flipped over the barbed wire fence and upsidedown. I look to my left and I see Brian covered in blood. Me and Lisa start crying hysterically and screaming. Then Rob pulls Carlos out of the car and he is bleeding ALOT and coughing up blood and he is losing conciousness. Me and Lisa were to hysterical to even call so we ask the other people who pulled over call the cops and ambulance. They had already done that and they showed up in a few mintues. Carlos is in such bad condition that he had to be airlifted by a helicopter to UC Davis. I just cant believe all this... Brian went to Sutter Delta because his head was split open and me and Lisa spent till 2 in the hospital waiting to see him. Brian is messed up and everything but he will live and be okay. But Carlos we don't even know. He was in really bad condition and they wont release us any information. Were going to Davis today to go see him,if we can. Im just so shooken up by this and I cant even believe all of this. its been so traumatic...
please say a prayer for carlos. please.
-Hannah
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